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Gnosis "Desperate & Gay" Edelweiss ([personal profile] succiduous) wrote2023-07-30 08:17 pm
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You're in luck. I just completed my experiment.
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[personal profile] amethystic 2023-08-30 11:41 pm (UTC)(link)
She's exhausting. And way too good at setting people off, it seems.

( tea, tho. tea is good. she will accept tea.



gnosis may notice her previously dark-grayed hands have blackened to a pitch again. )

[personal profile] amethystic 2023-08-31 09:08 pm (UTC)(link)
... Yeah, not surprised she's also racist.

( just, drinking her tea with the most deadpan, unimpressed look-

and then she notices her own hands. after a moment, she sets the cup down to roll back her cardigan's sleeve and. oh. oh the stains have moved up more, too- most of her forearm is covered.


yyyyikes. )


It's... uh. It's basically my body saying that I've been casting too much, recently. Between the werewolves, the flowers and then a couple of curses today...

( she sighs, before grabbing her tea again. she leaves the sleeve up, though, because she knows a science bitch when she sees one. )

... Focii break within an hour when I use them, so I've never really bothered.

[personal profile] amethystic 2023-09-01 07:17 pm (UTC)(link)
... Iiii do not know what Oripathy is. Is that a disease from your world?

( but she lets him do just that, holding her tea in the other hand- she very much expected this. there's no texture or anything on her skin- just a black stain creeping up her arms like a pair of gloves. it doesn't leave any residue on his own, but the more he inspects her hand, the more it may smell like something burnt. )

It usually fades after I rest enough, it's just that we really... haven't had time to rest. I've used unprocessed wood and crystals since those are best for the flow of magic where I'm from, though- it just breaks, like I said.

... A friend once compared me to a "dynamite pack compressed into a matchstick", so most things just can't keep up with my power, I think.

[personal profile] amethystic 2023-09-03 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
.... Yyyyyyyyyyyyikes. That's- that's awful. It feels like a demon curse or something.

( reminds her of the end of days. not that it was actually the end of days- but for a time... for twenty-four agonizing hours, it was. and that was the exact sort of death the world's murderer would set upon the populace for fun. (turning to stone is similar to internal crystallization, isn't it? just far more rapid. she still felt it all the same.) )

... If you think it'll help, I'll give it a shot, but I'll be honest, after this many years of just breaking shit, I'm not super hopeful.

[personal profile] amethystic 2023-09-04 11:26 am (UTC)(link)
( WOW??? )

Don't jinx it, my magic is mean. ... ( SIGHS. ) Context: I am one of a handful of born-magic users who has an affinity. It's a genetic thing, like being a Wellspring- being both is ridiculously rare, though. ( she is both. ) It's what it says, the user is born with a specific magic affinity. Mine is bad luck and misfortune.

[personal profile] amethystic 2023-09-06 05:53 pm (UTC)(link)
( she waggles her hand with a soft "eeeeehn?" before shrugging. )

As a Wellspring, magic seeps out of me like no other- just an endless source of it. But its going to be attuned to my affinity regardless of what I do, so... it was worse when I was a kid. I couldn't even go near a road without causing breaks to snap and gears to bend. I'm better at reigning it in now, but things still leak out, you know? Part of why I was leader for my squadron was to personally ensure that I could account for any little thing my mere presence could make go wrong.

cw implied child abuse how does this keep happening wolfie

[personal profile] amethystic 2023-09-11 08:59 pm (UTC)(link)
... When I was a child I was put under forced solitary confinement- both in restricting me to my bedroom, and then in an actual solitary confinement chamber later on. Mistakes- letting anything out was met... violently. So, you learn to keep it in. Let it out in trickles and small streams, little bursts. Like turning a faucet, or something like that. Except to keep the faucet off I have to have hold of the knobs at all times.

[personal profile] amethystic 2023-09-14 05:36 pm (UTC)(link)
We should be thankful my presence isn't causing a plague right now. But... reluctantly, yes.

( sips tea. its not like he's wrong. her control is comparatively awful. but she's going to outlast other misfortune aligned witches. she has to.


she's not dying at 21. )


... If you think it's worth a shot, I'll give it a try.